[Dagur]

my soul is I am writing this journal to keep tabs on myself, mostly because I think it will help keep me more sane for longer periods of time. I also tend to forget things, so writing down what happens to me is the best way to keep my memories in tact. So far things have been uneventful expect for the wonderful time I had with Hiccup, he's so enticing and interesting that I can't help but want to see him more. Its fun to tease him, to bring fourth those emotions that only I can make him feel. Its so pleasing, but that isn't what prompted me to write this. But rather because my body has been acting strange. It started as a slight itch in my throat and now it is a low burning sensation. My jaw aches due to my teeth which have lengthened at my canines to an extreme extent. The medics say that is whats causing my discomfort in my jaw, as for the burning sensation they are unsure. I've also been craving something, I'm not quite sure what it is yet but it has been driving me insane. Nothing I seem to do helps my situation and I fear that I may have to isolate myself for a while. That's all I can remember for today, until the next time I feel the need to write in this journal. - Dagur, the 14th of my 19th summer dark

MADE BY VEL OF GS + ADOXOGRAPHY 2.0

[Dagur]

for you...

I've developed a strange habit over the pas few days, the center of this habit being Hiccup. I keep running myself around, flying on any dragon that is willing to make a small trip within a few hours. This last time was certainly an interesting trip, the rose I found being far to perfect of a gift to pass up. It was a deep burgundy color, the petals softer than silk. I plucked a single one from the bush and tied a silver silk bow around it. I had grabbed a small vase, its red in the shape of a tear drop and decided that it would make for a nice present. I had jumped upon Nephthys and flew full speed towards Berk in my goal.

I had made it there faster than I had before.

I kept myself unseen as far as I could tell, I filled the vase with water and the flower and set it upon Hiccups windowsill in perfect view of the moon. It looked enchanting there, I left after that, not daring to let myself be seen as I went back home. After that I left a small sweet parcel, the pastry being sweet cherry treat. A small stone that glittered emerald and gold was the next gift I left.

I am unsure if this is considered rude to him, but it makes me feel strangely pleased. Today I left a new gift, this one being another flower, Nephthys has been shedding her scales and I had taken her out to go give him the gift not realizing that she had been molting. I hope she hadn't left any scales behind. This flower was a simple tulip in a small, round, cut crystal vase. I tied a yellow silk ribbon around this one that faded from a rich pink to yellow. I hope he enjoys these presents more than I hope that I stay hidden, I'm not sure how to talk about or explain this behavior. For now I will continue to leave small gifts for him, I wonder if he has kept the stone.

- Dagur, the 27th of my 19th year.

...my heart bleeds.

Will you love me?
Will you leave me?

by d3571ny of adoxographyv2